A Return, at Last!
The days are getting longer as the mercury inches slowly up, up, up on the thermometer. An observant walk reveals a million little things bursting from the soil while the cold wind still bites and turns my nose red. But it’s coming! This change of season is so beautiful and full of promise.
It’s full of promise inside, too. One quilt awaits binding – a new design! Another, dear to my heart, lies in strips awaiting the next phase of piecing. A third, freshly bound, needs photographs and a label, and being loved into true ownership by my family. My sketchbook lies open with fresh ideas and renewed interest. So inside, like outside, there is a return, at last!
I did not mean to step away and neglect this space for so long. It wasn’t a decision; more like an unfolding. Someone hacked my site, blasting posts into pieces and creating problems everywhere (no sensitive information was there to steal, thankfully, just a big mess left for us to work through!). Countless hours later, and with consequences we’re still working through, here we are again, mostly – I hope – put back together. (Please be patient while I keep working through old posts to check for errors.)
Meanwhile, life marches on. Two of our children were married in the last six months, one returned home from Guam after an 18 month mission; another left for New York on a mission, and a son is now graduating from high school and preparing to leave as well. A million changes and meaningful experiences, challenges, good times, and stretching characterize this season. But through all of it, something was missing.
There always is, when I’m not actively creating. It’s one of a few “extra” things that add a layer of sweetness and fulfillment to my life, so tangible that they don’t seem “extra” at all. The pressures of immediate concerns crowd them out; it’s an unfortunate cycle I’ve lived repeatedly, and one I always hope to eliminate. Here is my question: what do you do when you’ve wandered too far from creativity? How do you find your way back?
So I’m beginning again. A return, at last! A little more sewing, a little more imagining, a little more color, a little more everything creative. It feels good to be here!
-Jennifer