Beauty in Rain

It was cloudy most of the day, and this evening it finally rained.
The clouds sort of matched my evening, if you know what I mean.  I was getting dinner ready much later than I wanted to, and generally fighting off a feeling of discouragement.  As I walked through my dining room to get something, the glistening sidewalks and street caught my eye.

Then I looked up.
It was still raining, but the sky was so lovely I had to pause in my cooking to go outside and appreciate it.
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The sun was setting, but the sky was blue and beautiful.  I loved seeing a few clouds that still glistened with the last light of the sun.
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If the sky is the daily bread of the eyes, then I needed beauty more than food tonight to feel better.
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I stood there, breathing deeply the smells of falling rain as I marveled, once again, at the beauty of the sky.
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I was reminded of a favorite passage in the book Crow and Weasel, by Barry Lopez.

Grizzly Bear has helped Crow and Weasel, who were starving, and together they are enjoying the sunset.
“Sometimes it is what is beautiful that carries you,” said Weasel weakly from his bed.
“Yes.  It can carry you to the end.  It is your relationship to what is beautiful, not the beautiful thing by itself, that carries you,” said Grizzly Bear.
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Tonight I gave thanks for the gift of a beautiful sky as it rained.  It carried me through a difficult moment.
I am grateful for a loving God who places many simple gifts of beauty in our paths to carry us, if we will just see them, through the rainy times in life.

Real Life

I’m sitting in my family room with 4 crying children.  The three and five year old are crying because they just had a fight.  They now sit, in time out, on chairs on opposite sides of the room.  Unfortunately the chairs face each other, so they’re busy exchanging ugly faces with one another in order to keep it going.

The baby is crying because she is hungry, and the other baby (my 20 month old) is crying because she woke up with a cough and wants to be held and she’s mad that I’m holding the baby.

A few minutes ago I was seriously pondering running a few errands with all of them before I pick my kids up from school for the weekend.  THAT thought has been thrown out.

It’s obvious that they all could use a nap, but I can’t do that right now because in one hour I have to put them all in the car, and there are few things I like LESS than waking up children when they’re still tired and hearing them cry the rest of the day.  The naps will have to wait.

I find myself trying to remember what “noble” things I had intended to do this morning when I woke up and the day held all the promise of happy children and the chance to do some housework.  Was I going to do the dishes?


Perhaps I was going to clean up the piano books strewn all over the living room floor.


I need to remember to ask them why we need juice boxes, bowls and UNO cards with us when we practice.


Or was I going to fold some laundry?


Hey, at least it’s all clean!  That is, unless someone’s been changing clothes in there and leaving the dirty ones mixed in.  That wouldn’t be good news.

Usually my children sort their own laundry before I wash it.  Maybe I should be sorting for my #2 son, just in case there’s more of this in his dirty clothes hamper:


Yes, that would be a brand new, tags and stickers still on, shirt ON A HANGER in his dirty clothes!
Did I tell you that he is 8 years old?  Did I mention that the bar it hangs on is only inches away from the dirty clothes hamper he placed it in?   I made him watch me take the picture, telling him that I might need the picture someday as proof that this really happened!  We laughed, but I was serious.   And now I wonder what else he’s stashing in that pile.  I should probably check before it goes near my washing machine.

I remember now!  I think I was going to finish putting our basement storage room back together after discovering we’d been invaded by mice over the weekend.  That’s a detour I’m not ready to talk about yet.

Maybe I’m the one who should take a nap.  Or go look for some chocolate.
Real life.  Some days it’s definitely better than others.
My baby is one month old today.  Can I go back to the hospital?

Apple Berry Salsa


apple berry salsa

I could eat this for breakfast, lunch and dinner!  I love this salsa.
It’s delicious, and a  great way to enjoy seasonal fruit.

Start with 1 cup diced strawberries.


Peel and chop 1 kiwi Then peel 2 apples.   Granny Smith is best, but I had gala on hand Core and chop the apples Zest one orange Add to the fruit mixture.


Squeeze the juice of the orange into a small bowl.


Add 2 tablespoons packed brown sugar.


Add 2 Tablespoons apple jelly and mix.


Pour over fruit mixture.


Mix gently.


Spoon into small bowls or dessert cups and serve with cinnamon chips.
Usually I make my own cinnamon chips by baking flour tortillas, but this time I decided to try it with Stacy’s Cinnamon pita chips.


The pita chips were a little too thick for my personal tastes, but the salsa still tasted wonderful.  This is such a delicious dish!  Later we used it as a topping for our homemade raspberry frozen yogurt, and it was heavenly.


In fact, this is so good you might want to skip the chips and frozen yogurt and just dig in with a spoon!

Apple Berry Salsa 1 cup diced strawberries 1 kiwi, peeled and chopped 2 medium granny smith apples, peeled and chopped zest of 1 orange juice of 1 orange 2 Tb. packed brown sugar 2 Tb. apple jelly cinnamon chips

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